Life always throw's something new at you. It can be good, and it can be bad. What I do know is that all of it is for our benefit. As I sat in Sunday school today, I reflected on the life of Nephi in the Book of Mormon. Nephi was a great man and could do no wrong, but even he, one of my hero's in the Book of Mormon felt as if he could never return to Heavenly Father. This is a man who did everything that the Lord Commanded him to do, when he could have said no, he said, "I will go and do the things which the Lord hath commanded, for I know that the Lord giveth no commandments unto the children of men, save he shall prepare a way for them that they may accomplish the thing which he comandeth them." (1 Nephi 3:7) He was a diligent servant of the Lord and a great man. Later on though, he begins to talk about how terrible of a person he is. Saying "my hear groaneth because of my sins." This made me really start to think. Even the Prophets of old had their struggles. I'm sure even Moses, Abraham, Joseph Smith, and Thomas S. Monson struggled with sin. But that's the Beauty of the atonement. All men, through Jesus Christ and his gospel can and will return to Heavenly Father. If we trust, and put our faith in him, he will make all things possible to us.
None of us are perfect. None of us will ever be perfect. We all have our faults. But that is why we have knees. We can always pray and as our Heavenly Father for help, even in the darkest of times. Pray for the spirit, pray for the help of Angles to protect you. The Lord would not give us commandments if we were unable to keep them. The worth of ever soul, is great in the eyes of our Lord.
For those who fall short of the glory of God, like myself, Think about and ponder this scripture and I hope you will find hope in it like I have:
2nd Nephi 4: 26-35
O then, if I have seen so great things, if the Lord in his condescension unto the children of men hath avisited men in so much bmercy, cwhy should my dheart weep and my soul linger in the valley of sorrow, and my flesh waste away, and my strength slacken, because of mine afflictions?